Have been schooling in poly for 2 terms, I still cannot stop thinking of the lifestyle in secondary school. The main reason for this, it could be the people that I'm mixing feel. I seriously don't feel safe with my current classmates, or in another words, there is no TRUST between some of them. We are just surface friends. How can those surface friends compared with the true friend I have in secondary?
I couldn't find myself ! It just not me though I laugh loudly, joke around..... It totally different.
I can't be myself, I'm sure they will laugh at me. Unlike secondary, I feel free and easy to do what I want to... I can accept them laughing at me, there laughter is not contaminated with other motive. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Photos that were asked along to take with them. I can click along with some of the classmates, not some I can't.
Yes, I look happy. In fact, I was happy sometimes. I don't know how to phrase it.... It just a different type of happy. I don't know how true are they. When I feel that they are true, I kind of feel safe. If they are not, I will just think of how to protect myself.
MISS HOE is RIGHT!!! she said that, as people grow older, they tend to be more cunning.... so.... are they using you or loving you??? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My class even had a BBQ at East Coast Park. Is not that we are that close or whatever... Is just that we have $7.50 each to spent on food. BBQ was then suggested. A lot of thing have actually screwed up. Eventually end up smoothly and I did enjoy myself, but I believe i will enjoy more this BBQ were to be with my secondary school friends....
THE SETTING OF FIRE... guys job....
We, girls.... TAKE PICTURES!!!!! WHAT A EASY TASK!!!
Hungry Danial cannot wait the the food to be ready... brought MAC back!
Now, we girls take over the cooking!!!
CORN!!! Ever since that day, I'm addidated to CORN. A cup of Corn back home for SURE!!!
Hmmm... Whenever there is Danial, there will be THIS... but, still no kick...
And now, they are hungry after playing....
Take pictures again....
Diona bf is over standing in front of the pit to make sure that fire is still burning and food is always served!!!
The arrival of our cake!!!! The best cake I ever had!
Is so nice that everyone is AIMING!!!
We were asked to hang on to take pictures before we finish the cake....
That cake was brought by HIM.... oldest in class of a age 25. thks. Still cooking...
Here is the prawn that was lastly cook!
Im alway very rought... Not lady like.... that what people are telling me...
Have a good mix of the drink.
Jannah...
Not consider a class photo... some are missing...
The guy....
Direct drinking.....
The STAR of that day.....
Indeed A FUN DAY! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ IT lesson + LAW lesson DAY.....
Out of boredom, I took a picture of this and MMS to theck sheng as he always complained that he got no $$$$$$... I asked him not to attent school, GO FIND HIM.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is my DS and I finally feels that it SO MINE!
cause.....
I brought this like around 6 months ago, I had a lot of problem with this DS. Somehow I hate my DS for bringing so much trouble. I try to LOVE it cause I have spent my money on it, so I have to LOVE it otherwise, is a waste of money!
NOW, I dont need to TRY to love it, in fact i'm already in LOVE, cause I manage to do a theme/skin of mine. Once, I on it, i will see myself inside and my NAME... hahha.. The combination of BLUE. Pouch that i made = blue Picture=blue Theme=blue Name=blue the ling ling=blue also....
Im stuck with it playing many more games which I have download just the day before my exam paper.... That means, I din study much but PLAY A LOT!!!!
Alright, Im left with 1 paper on the 26th.... And here i go... to Meet secondary school friends SOON. This gathering IS A BIG GATHERING. Not in term of the number BUT LEE LI XUAN is also GOING!!!!
YEAH.... Finally... 8 mths have past!!! I din see her for 8 mth.... I miss her a lot.... a lot till I dont know what to say....
<5th feb
